All I really needed was some encouragement from you. I guess all that scolding was for my own good & you're just being honest, but I just need your shoulder to cry on. Even if its impossible, I just need your listening ear. But I guess even that is hard for you. I guess you're tired. To the extent you have to end our phone call within 5minutes. Sometimes I rather tell my girlfriends stuff than to you. Because they listen and they understand how I feel. When I feel this vulnerable, I just want you to reassure me that its okay, its fine, and you'll be there for me. But your cold words hit me hard. Maybe I deserve this treatment. I'm alone in this war. Just me and this cruel world.

Typing from my berry, still lying in my bed, facing the blank ceiling. Lazy bones. The curtain is blocking off the sunlight. My room is gloomy. & I woke up feeling a little emotional. Reluctant to drag myself out of bed to face yet another tormenting day. Counting down. Time is ticking by, ever so quickly. My sister is out, so I'm all alone. I like being alone sometimes. I like personal space. I like the silence. Its rare, in this noisy, congested world. Just me, and my random thoughts. Life has been too busy for me to stop and think, to catch a breath, to just relax. Feeling a little hungry. I should probably wake up. Time to face reality. & the endless mundane cycle of routine begins.

Good morning.

SURPRISE, SURPRISE!!! I AM BLOGGING!

The day before marked my 2nd year with the Monkeyboy! :)
We didn't have any plans or whatsoever... We caught a movie + had dinner, which was my treat because he is too damn broke (because of the present he got me)

He got me this set of Swarovski crystal figurines!
A bear and a squirrel (to represent me and him, dohhh!)
Silly boy used quite a sum of his money to get them.
I feel bad because like, I don't find a need for him to give me such an expensive gift!
A regular necklace or some sort would do. But like powzammmm he spent so much.
& he's not the sort who's easy with money. He's quite a miser. Haha!

Later he got to know that Eileen(Chang) got a pair of Chanel necklace for the same price and he was like "Y'know for that same price I could have gotten you a Chanel necklace"
& my eyes brightened up immediately upon hearing "Chanel".
Every girl loves a Chanel! But oh well....
I do like the figurines!!!! Its from him and that's all matters!

So yup I booked a pair of tickets for Inception.
The sales is crazy?! Like how many days after it screened and its still almost full house for every other time slot.
Mad!

He was late so I left earlier to get the tickets first.
He arrived later than the movie timing which got me pretty pissed because like hello you make me miss the first like, 10mins of the show, I don't even know what's going on already, and its our anniversary loh. :\

But I didn't flare up! So kind. HAHA.

INCEPTION WAS DA BOMBZ. :D 
I like! So sci-fi action packed woohoo my type of movie!

Shenghui didn't get some parts of the show (ok lah to be frank I didn't rly understand some parts too AND I THINK THE KEY LIES TO THE FIRST 10MINS OF THE SHOW --- SO BLAME WHO?!?!?!)
Two kids beside us went like "OH WOW THIS SHOW IS WORTH MORE THAN 5 STARS!!!!!" and they went on babbling on how awesome the show is, when they're like what, 9 years old?
How can 9 year olds understand the complexity of such a movie?! I don't get it.
I think they're faking it. Lol.

So anyway, we headed to suntec and chose a random place to dine at.
Feicui xiaolongbao.
FEICUIXLB>DINTAIFUNGXLB HANDS DOWN!!!!!!!!! FUCKENFLAVORGASMIC.
But I didn't have much appetite.... So :( Didn't even finish my lamian (which tasted awesum btw)

Handed him his present! Not cheap also hor!!! Lol.


Why so serious ah?


Love my pink lens!


Close up. Ignore random brown specks under my eye they're just discolorations/freckles I think.
Sorry if I freaked you out.


When zoomed out, with flash.
The lenses are like mad huge. I look weird when I wear 'em without make up.
They're like the super dolly kinds!
Anyw my skin is sooooo horrible FML.

Oh yeah so he sent me home and I begged him to nua around with me for awhile before he leaves.
Cuz the whole day we weren't in the best mood (I'm sick so I didn't feel like talking, and when I talked I felt so irritated because I can't talk properly. So I threw some angry fits :x which resulted in him being pissy too. But it got better afterwards)
I wanted to spend more time!


Lol he looks like Dobby from Harry potter.


A picture just for reference.

Okay soooo. Got him these!


IKR. Boring. Fred Perry. Every girlfriend buys a Fred Perry for their boyfriends. Lol.
But he always wanted a Fred Perry to look more ATAS so I got him one!
Thanks Yueli for helping me order LOL.
Midsummer sales on ASOS webpage! >w<
Much cheaper than getting it in local stores.
I'm glad I bought the correct size!!! \m/

& I did this!


One of those typical boards...... LOL.
But hey its done by me so its special ok.
HUITENG FTW!!!
Hahahaha.
& it took quite some time to do.
Had to go to Bishan to collect the photos even when I'm sick.
I am like bloody 伟大 lor.
KAY I KNOW THE BOARD QUITE MESSY JUST STFU LAH. ITS SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE THAT!!!!
ANYWAY THE MATERIALS WERE FUCKING EXPENSIVE LOH.
SIMI SAI.
Few pieces of paper only so much money. GOLD DIGGER MONEY SUCKERS!!!!

Oh and I got him a pair of magnetic monkey and cow thingys, so that he can kiap them on the board. Hahahaha super cute one.

ANYWAY I AM SO EXCITED BECAUSE BoA IS BACK!
TBH, I don't really like the new track. But I'm hoping the title track would be good!
BoA will never disappoint! :>

Okay that's it!!!! BUHBYE.

Hi I guess nobody bothers to read my blog now because I haven't updated since FOREVER.
Boyfriend went like "WALAU YOUR BLOG!!! STILL GEEK IN THE GREEN!!!" hahahaha.
I'm sorry livejournal! But twitter is my love now! :x

So... updates.
Midyears are over. Got back half the results. 1 U 2 S. 2 H2s unknown.
I bet nothing's good is gna happen anyway.

AIYAH TOO LONG NVR UPDATE IDK WHR TO START OK THX BYE.

Late night studying with Yueli and Gen yesterday was big FAIL plastered on our foreheads.
We were totally dying of fatigue so we decided that WE BEING HUMANS, NEED SUM SLEEP.
So we cabbed to my house and they stayed over for the night. They both gained one free toothbrush each, haha.

Rot at home today...... Watched Pretty Little Liars, I CANT WAIT FOR EPISODE 4.
Supposed to study with Estelli and Puipui but I decided not to. Lazybonezzzz4evA.

UPDATING MY ITOUCH WITH OS4 NOW I CANT FRIGGIN WAIT!!!!! I WNA SEE THE NEW COOL STUFF AND BE ALL TECHYGADGETY UPDATED!
I am a freaking NOOB I didn't plug in my itouch and expected the iTunes to update when its connected to nothing hahahha.
Somewhere, in my brains, something is really screwed up. If not why so stupid?

Today is Shenghui and my 23rd month together. Time sorta flew haha! Another month to two years. :)

Okkkkk so I should update after my midyears are over or something.
So many things to update!
Goodbye peepz. :)

Super random title to act like I'm into the whole World Cup shit. Honestly not very into the whole soccer crazeeee.

1) Need to get new faceshop masks. They're not working as well as they used to, maybe my skin's immune to the ingredients already. But seriously, anything to try to salvage this face of mine. The blemishes just refuse to leave me alone & I'm getting so frustrated. Currently using kiehl's acne treatment sample too. Hopefully it workssss.

2) Need to exercise. God knows when was the last time I exercised (dancing excluded). I need to go for a run or something to shake the flabs away. & stop I ought to stop/reduce snacking.

3) Midyears are around the corner and I can't seem to recall me doing anything that would help me to at least pass the exams. I can't find the mojo to push me through this. I sort of know what grades to expect this time round. Just hoping that I can at least make some last minute work so that my results wouldn't be in-your-face ugly. Honestly, I am really fucking sick of studying. A lvl topics are just... BLEAURGH. Disgusting.

4) Am not really feeling that good tonight. Life is too cruel, and reality is too harsh. Gotta deal with it. Time to catch some sleep & get ready to fight a war tomorrow morning. Goodnight sweeties. <3

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